dark, dark place

you know u're in dark place of mind
when u find yourself in constant need to get away from everything
you take refuge in unlikely places
anywhere else but cold and hostile home
you know running away won't fix the problem
but it feels so damn good to escape
even if it's only temporary

and it really doesn't matter what ur escape be
just as long as for a moment in time, u're not breathing in the reality
then u came home n all alone
n it all sinked in
then u know u just hit rock bottom
n the worst part?
u have no idea how to crawl out of the pit

oh how i have been escaping too much lately